(no subject)
Holy crap. I am ridiculously tired. It's been a very long couple of days. Part of me can't wait to go back to work from this shutdown because at least it's more of a routine then all this time off. I feel like it's going to be very beneficial in the healing process of this breakup. Plus then I have more people to talk to. I dread the winter shutdown because all of the time at home. If Olivia is here it doesn't seem that bad. The nights where I am all by myself are very hard. I hate it. It doesn't seem fair or right on any form. A parent should never go without their child. I honestly wonder what happened to the couple's that used to make things work. That type of thing isn't even possible anymore. We are in a world full of cheaters.