moving on, letting go...

[topotheworld]

from the day we met
you made me forget
all my fears
knew just what to say
and you kissed away
all my tears
i knew this time I had finally found
someone to build my life around
be a lover and a friend
after all my heart had put me through
i knew that it was safe with you
and what we had would never end...

wrong again

everybody swore
they’d seen this before
we’d be fine
and you’d come to see that you still loved me
in good time
and they said there’s nothing you can do
it’s something that he’s going through
it happens to a lot of men
and I told myself that they were right
that you’d wake up and see the light
and I just had to wait ’til then...

wrong again

and it seemed to me the pain would last
my chance for happiness had passed
and nothing waited ’round the bend
i was sure I’d never find someone
to heal the damage you had done
and my poor heart would never mend...

wrong again.

so the point of this entry?
i'm done. me n' patrick- we're over. no regrets, no bitterness, no wishing for the past, no more tears.
it was great while it lasted, but now it's over. i'll live. i'll be fine. for real, this time.

he asked me if we were really in love:
yeah, we were.