WTF!??!?!?!?!?!
Bad bad week.
I've been working two jobs right...well, one job(I'm the night custodian at J.C.Penney) pays better than the second, helps me feel somewhat accomplished, lets me socialize, lets me work somewhat unsupervised, and gives me plenty break time. The second job is more fast paced(I'm a sales associate @ EB Games), I don't really get a break, it pays crappy, I'm constantly supervised, the guys I work with are more like my peers, and I'm well informed with the happenings in video games. Its more like my hobby. But at J.C.Penney, some of the people I work with are plain rude.
There are a few of the cashiers that think they're better than me or something. Some of them becaom very crabby too. They'll be nice in the breakroom during their break, but once they're back on the floor and they are dealing with customers for awhile, they get pretty moody when I talk to them. Their are two girls that clean the store in the morning before it opens. Well, we had a new manager start with us 2 weeks ago, and he's been getting on to them because they like to slack off and leave early. Well, when he's constantly on thier case, they want him to get on to me too. So they start nit picking the work I did the night before. That pisses me off. BEcause when our old manager was there and would let them get away with murder, they would tell him what a good job I was doing. Now all of a sudden they are stabbing me in the back. Another thing, our new manager is cool with me and all, but he winds up listening to them even though he knows they're just whining and making shit up! So then he starts to nag on me too about shit that is out of my control or he tells me to do things that I already do. One of my pet peeves is telling me to do something that you already told me to do and the other is making me repeat myself! Another thing, my old manager forgot to introduce me to the store manager. The bad thing about that is that one day, when the power had gone out, I was behind the counter chatting with my manager about the power having gone out and I had gone to get my paycheck....then the store manager come over but doesn't know who I am, so she gives me this very stern and confused look like, "how dare you trespass in my store and who are you?" When my manager saw her face it finally dawned on him that he never introduced us, so he did so. Ever since then, she still looks at me as if I'm about to committ a crime of some sort.
Oh...also, there's this girl that works there who hates me and has been talking shit about me. I really don't know her and she doesn't know me. The only thing she knows about me, is that she once accepted my friend invite on myspace and I sent her a few messages. This is way way before I started to work there, mind you. All I ever sent her was a message telling her she had pretty eyes, weeks later I sent her a message telling her she had a pretty name and I asked her how to pronounce it, weeks after that I asked her if she worked at J.C.Penney because I saw her up there, and then a mont or so after that I told her I saw her at school. She never ever replied to any of my messages. Suddenly, I start working at J.C.penney, I noticed she was working there but I decided to ignore her just how she ignored me online, then she tells the store security guy some stuff about me. He told me later, when I was walking into the breakroom, that my g/f just left. The girls sitting in the breakroom started to giggle somewhat. It makes me curious because the first tought into my mind is that I have an admirer. He tells me that she says, "Oh, my b/f is working today." I asked him whom he was talking about and he tells me who it is. But in the back of mind I think that he might be mistaken, I mean, she's ignored me since I met her online as well as at work. So I say, "Who?", in a very confused fashion. He then tells me that its the girl working in jewelry. That when I said, "I don't even know her." Then the girls in the room burst out laughin and talking to each other. He then gets a confused in his face and asked if I'm sure. I told him yes and told him how she avoids me every chance she gets. I told him that I try and avoid her as well because she turns away as if I'm the plague when I even walk in her direction. So then later I tell him that I was under the impression that she hated me. He then tells me that he thinks so too. It turns out that she told him in a very sarcastic way that I'm her b/f. She then proceeded to tell him and a few of the girls in the breakroom that I stalk her, and that I wrote her letters. In the back of my mind I'm think, I only saw her at the college once, and the messages I wrote could hardly be letters because they were each less than two sentences long(not even one sentence in some). I think that one of the reasons this bothers me so much, is that she seems to think I'm a danger to her. She obviously thinks so if she told security. Anyways, the security guy told me that he believes me for a couple of reasons. He's work with her awhile and knows she can over-react. Secondly, he doesn't think I'm the type to be stalking or harrassing girls. Which he's right. I tend to be quite shy, believe it or not. Especially lately that I've been feeling quite depressed. One of the reasons that I think I'm upset abot this is that I can't believe someone could actually hate me that doesn't even know me. Especially a woman. The other thing that bothers me, I think, is that I actually think this girl is a very beautiful girl. She has big pretty eyes, long thick hair, she's not emaciated, and she has a very pretty smile. A very lethal combination to me. What else bothers me, is that she might have told other people at work about me. One of things that leads me to this is that at the same time she deleted me, one of her friends(that also works there) deleted me too.
On the light side of J.C.Penney, I think there is a girl that likes me. There is one girl that always give me seductive glances and jokes around with me alot more than anyone their. We tend to flirt a little here and there. She is also very attractive, like the other girl. She almost kissed me the other day. It was quite awkward. She started laughing at me too. She has a twisted sense of humor, like me. I think she's just naturally a flirt though.
I've been working two jobs right...well, one job(I'm the night custodian at J.C.Penney) pays better than the second, helps me feel somewhat accomplished, lets me socialize, lets me work somewhat unsupervised, and gives me plenty break time. The second job is more fast paced(I'm a sales associate @ EB Games), I don't really get a break, it pays crappy, I'm constantly supervised, the guys I work with are more like my peers, and I'm well informed with the happenings in video games. Its more like my hobby. But at J.C.Penney, some of the people I work with are plain rude.
There are a few of the cashiers that think they're better than me or something. Some of them becaom very crabby too. They'll be nice in the breakroom during their break, but once they're back on the floor and they are dealing with customers for awhile, they get pretty moody when I talk to them. Their are two girls that clean the store in the morning before it opens. Well, we had a new manager start with us 2 weeks ago, and he's been getting on to them because they like to slack off and leave early. Well, when he's constantly on thier case, they want him to get on to me too. So they start nit picking the work I did the night before. That pisses me off. BEcause when our old manager was there and would let them get away with murder, they would tell him what a good job I was doing. Now all of a sudden they are stabbing me in the back. Another thing, our new manager is cool with me and all, but he winds up listening to them even though he knows they're just whining and making shit up! So then he starts to nag on me too about shit that is out of my control or he tells me to do things that I already do. One of my pet peeves is telling me to do something that you already told me to do and the other is making me repeat myself! Another thing, my old manager forgot to introduce me to the store manager. The bad thing about that is that one day, when the power had gone out, I was behind the counter chatting with my manager about the power having gone out and I had gone to get my paycheck....then the store manager come over but doesn't know who I am, so she gives me this very stern and confused look like, "how dare you trespass in my store and who are you?" When my manager saw her face it finally dawned on him that he never introduced us, so he did so. Ever since then, she still looks at me as if I'm about to committ a crime of some sort.
Oh...also, there's this girl that works there who hates me and has been talking shit about me. I really don't know her and she doesn't know me. The only thing she knows about me, is that she once accepted my friend invite on myspace and I sent her a few messages. This is way way before I started to work there, mind you. All I ever sent her was a message telling her she had pretty eyes, weeks later I sent her a message telling her she had a pretty name and I asked her how to pronounce it, weeks after that I asked her if she worked at J.C.Penney because I saw her up there, and then a mont or so after that I told her I saw her at school. She never ever replied to any of my messages. Suddenly, I start working at J.C.penney, I noticed she was working there but I decided to ignore her just how she ignored me online, then she tells the store security guy some stuff about me. He told me later, when I was walking into the breakroom, that my g/f just left. The girls sitting in the breakroom started to giggle somewhat. It makes me curious because the first tought into my mind is that I have an admirer. He tells me that she says, "Oh, my b/f is working today." I asked him whom he was talking about and he tells me who it is. But in the back of mind I think that he might be mistaken, I mean, she's ignored me since I met her online as well as at work. So I say, "Who?", in a very confused fashion. He then tells me that its the girl working in jewelry. That when I said, "I don't even know her." Then the girls in the room burst out laughin and talking to each other. He then gets a confused in his face and asked if I'm sure. I told him yes and told him how she avoids me every chance she gets. I told him that I try and avoid her as well because she turns away as if I'm the plague when I even walk in her direction. So then later I tell him that I was under the impression that she hated me. He then tells me that he thinks so too. It turns out that she told him in a very sarcastic way that I'm her b/f. She then proceeded to tell him and a few of the girls in the breakroom that I stalk her, and that I wrote her letters. In the back of my mind I'm think, I only saw her at the college once, and the messages I wrote could hardly be letters because they were each less than two sentences long(not even one sentence in some). I think that one of the reasons this bothers me so much, is that she seems to think I'm a danger to her. She obviously thinks so if she told security. Anyways, the security guy told me that he believes me for a couple of reasons. He's work with her awhile and knows she can over-react. Secondly, he doesn't think I'm the type to be stalking or harrassing girls. Which he's right. I tend to be quite shy, believe it or not. Especially lately that I've been feeling quite depressed. One of the reasons that I think I'm upset abot this is that I can't believe someone could actually hate me that doesn't even know me. Especially a woman. The other thing that bothers me, I think, is that I actually think this girl is a very beautiful girl. She has big pretty eyes, long thick hair, she's not emaciated, and she has a very pretty smile. A very lethal combination to me. What else bothers me, is that she might have told other people at work about me. One of things that leads me to this is that at the same time she deleted me, one of her friends(that also works there) deleted me too.
On the light side of J.C.Penney, I think there is a girl that likes me. There is one girl that always give me seductive glances and jokes around with me alot more than anyone their. We tend to flirt a little here and there. She is also very attractive, like the other girl. She almost kissed me the other day. It was quite awkward. She started laughing at me too. She has a twisted sense of humor, like me. I think she's just naturally a flirt though.