My Room
I feel like I’m in a room with no windows
And no doors
No one standing by me
No way to get out...
It’s dark and small and lonely
This black room full of nothing
But thoughts and fears
And broken hopes and many, many tears.
No one can come in
No hands to help me out
No love to pull my thoughts away
From many types of doubt.
Doubt of love, of friendship,
Doubt of future and dreams
Doubt of everything really-
Even God and religion
No hope can be brought in
None is here
No light is able
To sneak a crack
The room just gets even darker and more Black.
The room is getting smaller
No more can I bear
The darkness overwhelming
The corners closing in-
I’m stuck
It’s all so frightening
And no one can come in
To sacrifice themselves for me
To give a helping hand-
No one would want to come in
For they could not go out.
I don’t see why I’m in here
Is there some reason for it?
I just know the only ones who can,
Who WILL risk falling -
Are never near enough.
Maybe I’m not worth it-
This trap of despair
This room is full of hatred
It’s all so unfair!
You say you’re fine on the outside,
Insist that it is true,
But you scream and shout and stutter
And not one can rescue you.
And no doors
No one standing by me
No way to get out...
It’s dark and small and lonely
This black room full of nothing
But thoughts and fears
And broken hopes and many, many tears.
No one can come in
No hands to help me out
No love to pull my thoughts away
From many types of doubt.
Doubt of love, of friendship,
Doubt of future and dreams
Doubt of everything really-
Even God and religion
No hope can be brought in
None is here
No light is able
To sneak a crack
The room just gets even darker and more Black.
The room is getting smaller
No more can I bear
The darkness overwhelming
The corners closing in-
I’m stuck
It’s all so frightening
And no one can come in
To sacrifice themselves for me
To give a helping hand-
No one would want to come in
For they could not go out.
I don’t see why I’m in here
Is there some reason for it?
I just know the only ones who can,
Who WILL risk falling -
Are never near enough.
Maybe I’m not worth it-
This trap of despair
This room is full of hatred
It’s all so unfair!
You say you’re fine on the outside,
Insist that it is true,
But you scream and shout and stutter
And not one can rescue you.