my life sucks
well, i offically am ready to commit suicide. Im just so tried of not living up to anyones expectations in life. no one seems to understand the pain that i deal with everyday my stress level is just out of control. i feel like my life is so far out of my hands the only thing left to do is die. most people would probly be better off. it would take a burden off my mom since ya kno im hated at my house.i feel like everyone i kno or that knoes me is burden by me and would just love for me to be gone...gone thats sounds like a good place for me to be. away from the pain inside me ugh i so over this!