I SUCK AT SCHOOL!!!!!!!!
omg i suck at school...i used to think i was this really smart kid with alot goin for him but for the pass 4 years of my life i have slowly started to watch all my friend become great students with these huge life goal. I mean they are actually making something of themselves and then i feel like shyt wen i look at my life and how im goin in a hole with no plans or no future. i mean everyone swears it easy to just one day ( after years of doing the wrong thing) to just be like ok well ima startt doing hw and studying and shyt. i mean i really want to do well and have a plan but i dont kno how and i just cant seem to do it. i mean most of my friends have these big college plans and i as smart as i am i should to but i mess myself up years ago putting my self in this whole that im in...i mean i'll be lucky if i get in to bcc...ugh!!! i hate life and i hate my self!!! i need serious help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!