where am i going
im kinda thinking that my friends a desserting me. it feels like shit, ive gone back in time two years where i had almost no one. and i had another misstrust insident with my parent and bob last night that lasted an hour. it was all about how it seems that im always trying to fuck them over and shit. its such bullshit, they think there the all knowing and i have no fucking clue with whats going on in my own life. so far MY judgement has been better than theres so they cant really talk to much and i think there staring to realize that. in other news im going to pound my old computer into oblivion soon and i cant wait.