I wanna go back to see my new nuerologist
I hate these fuckin mood swings
happy/sad up/down fuck/that
Dr. Arora says that my depression is keeping me from sleeping. Lack of sleep causes seizures. So, he wants to treat my depression. This is a huge relief; I never wanted to try to treat my depression because I'm already on so many mind-altering drugs (heavily medicated anti-convulsants whee), but if my neurologist (who also happens to be a seizure specialist, or "epileptologist") is the one taking care of all my brain meds, including anti-depressants, I feel like that will be okay.
Oh, and in case you care...
this is what's wrong with my brain.