i cant take it anymore
The baby wont fuckin come out its driving me crazy. its already a week late.
and im starting to wonder why i put my life on hold for her even though my dad has been a complete asshole lately and doesnt try to help me with anything.
im just so lonely in this town without everyone.
all my friends are gone and everytime i talk to them they are having such a great time.
i just wish that i would of went away so i could of experienced life the way that every other teenager gets to. but no, i got stuck home taking care of someone elses child.
im not ready to be a mother yet.
and im starting to wonder why i put my life on hold for her even though my dad has been a complete asshole lately and doesnt try to help me with anything.
im just so lonely in this town without everyone.
all my friends are gone and everytime i talk to them they are having such a great time.
i just wish that i would of went away so i could of experienced life the way that every other teenager gets to. but no, i got stuck home taking care of someone elses child.
im not ready to be a mother yet.