Historical Methods of Madness
I'm in two classes right now, one that bores the heck out of me half the time, and one that makes me feel like a complete moron. The funny thing is, the one that bores me is a level 3 class, however the one that makes me feel like a complete moron is only a level 2 class, and a beginner level 2 class at that! My excuse for this is that it's because it's a summer class. I'm the youngest person in the class, and I have the least experience. Now, normally I would just sit quietly and be a complete moron, but the problem is this: we only get 2 grades for the entire class. 2. My grade for the class depends on how well i do on 2 things. Ok, I'm in college, this is something I need to get used to. But the thing is, they're both papers. This one is a 6 page paper on a book that I can hardly understand, and I can't really go ask the teacher about it because he already told us it would be easy for us to write. So now what? There's no way I can drop this class, I really need the hours and dropping classes is not friendly on the transcript.
More than anything, this class has really made me feel like I'm choosing the wrong major. Which is really bad, it would have helped to know this last semester. Now I'm almost a Junior and I really need to know what to do next. I can't afford to change my mind.
And now of course it's 8:35 and I'm not ready for school yet, which means I'm running late.
I really need a vacation.
PS- Am I the only person that can't use the word cyclical in everyday conversation?
More than anything, this class has really made me feel like I'm choosing the wrong major. Which is really bad, it would have helped to know this last semester. Now I'm almost a Junior and I really need to know what to do next. I can't afford to change my mind.
And now of course it's 8:35 and I'm not ready for school yet, which means I'm running late.
I really need a vacation.
PS- Am I the only person that can't use the word cyclical in everyday conversation?