so young and so nora
well lj, this was quite the year.
i am so happy to say goodbye to it (and yes im well aware that calenders are a man made concept.) but sometimes something has got to give. and i believe it was the date that i needed to change my mindset.
i have been exhausted emotionally lately. it has gotten a whole lot worse as of late. mostly because i spend the majority of my time convincing myself that all is right with the world and then after a few beverages my subconscious tells me the truth.
i fully plan on dealing with things as they come up from now on as clearly the emotions vomit technique is far too tiresome.
im ready to be posicore again. it is too much work being so sad all the time.
i truly believe that things are going to start feeling better. though of course i recognize that time is the only true healer. tallboys dont fix feelings they either dull them or exacerbate them.
my friends have certainly weathered a trying year of my friendship. im glad for that.
say goodbye to the doldrums.
get ready to rock.
i am so happy to say goodbye to it (and yes im well aware that calenders are a man made concept.) but sometimes something has got to give. and i believe it was the date that i needed to change my mindset.
i have been exhausted emotionally lately. it has gotten a whole lot worse as of late. mostly because i spend the majority of my time convincing myself that all is right with the world and then after a few beverages my subconscious tells me the truth.
i fully plan on dealing with things as they come up from now on as clearly the emotions vomit technique is far too tiresome.
im ready to be posicore again. it is too much work being so sad all the time.
i truly believe that things are going to start feeling better. though of course i recognize that time is the only true healer. tallboys dont fix feelings they either dull them or exacerbate them.
my friends have certainly weathered a trying year of my friendship. im glad for that.
say goodbye to the doldrums.
get ready to rock.