Apr 02, 2007 11:18
i feel like ive been walking around in some sort of slow motion daze. totally oblivious to everyone and everything about me.
i wish i could snap into it because i feel where i normally would have noticed friends discontent i have glazed it over with my desperate need to make everything ok donut.
im starting to feel like a person again. better yet, im starting to feel like me again. despite doing things that are decidedly out of my character i have some how found a way to enjoy myself and smile and go with the flow and still remain indisputably nora.
perhaps its the out of character experience that i needed to remind me that there is more to me than 'nice' 'polite' and 'clean'
haha.
i know that i have spent quite a bit of time gushing about my friends. but fuck that noise. theyre awesome! who gives a damn about love when you can eat candy and rock out with the best of the best.
who wants to dance? and by dance i mean lay in my bed with me and watch eighties movies.