sorry i havent been on =)
well i figured id give an update since its been so long && wow this thing has changed for rich-text mode. thats kinda cool; i guess.
schools been good. i passed all my finals so thats alright. i lost another half credit though; gayy. && im about to lose half in math as well;
i have a 31 percent. we had two tests & i just wrote my name and turned them in. mostly because i hate the student teacher and he sucks at teaching.
&& at life; haha. im going to see if i can stay after to makeup my assignments; -- i dont care if i get credit or not i just need the help really bad. im so far behind and i dont understand any of it so ill see what i can do.
i have a boyfriend now. his names tony. hes really really nice. i thought it'd be another one of those waste my time things- but its not thank gosh. i dont think so at least. i still really believe that relationships are a waste but its nice to have someone that cares yanno? i dunno. valentines day was alright- he had to work at eight though so we went out to eat then came back here and then he had to leave which was lame but whatever; - - they wouldnt give it off to him so i was mad =X but everythings good; a month next sunday && we havent argued; not really. little things but he apologizes even when its my fault lol* im kind of mean to him but he deals so thats good; he spoils the hell out of me too so thats always a plus-- not that im using him or anything i just love the fact that hes like that-- he comes over with a rose or a stuffed animal and its just so cute.
im getting fat. and i hate it. i have rolls and shit and just ew--- i hate it =X * me and my mom havent been getting along good either- last sunday she beat the fuck out of me & then let me go hang out; like. all within 20 minutes- shes like screaming and hitting me and then comes in my room like "did you and tony have plans sweety, you can go hang out with him" after she just told me i wasnt allowed to leave. i dno.
i have the song "five on it" stuck in my head; i wanna smoke real bad. i havent in forever-- not since like two weeks ago with ashleys mom & tony and candance. i didnt even get high either- we smoked like two bowls & i dno it just didnt happen for me. i was a little bummed.
every saturday that i dont work its like a party at work- - but i usually am working so im trying to take care of customers && saving everyone elses drunk asses. its lame but i deal. manager buys us achohol && everything;; its sweet- - * i dno. i just hate having to come in on sunday feeling like shit* its lame. yeah thats my new word too. everything is "lame" now.
i dont know. time for a picture update =)
thats how real gangsters roll. =)
bestfriend love =)
hmm my new puppy dog jax!
more bestfriend love haha.
my baby *
i just love him so much!
yupp you called it; narcassism
schools been good. i passed all my finals so thats alright. i lost another half credit though; gayy. && im about to lose half in math as well;
i have a 31 percent. we had two tests & i just wrote my name and turned them in. mostly because i hate the student teacher and he sucks at teaching.
&& at life; haha. im going to see if i can stay after to makeup my assignments; -- i dont care if i get credit or not i just need the help really bad. im so far behind and i dont understand any of it so ill see what i can do.
i have a boyfriend now. his names tony. hes really really nice. i thought it'd be another one of those waste my time things- but its not thank gosh. i dont think so at least. i still really believe that relationships are a waste but its nice to have someone that cares yanno? i dunno. valentines day was alright- he had to work at eight though so we went out to eat then came back here and then he had to leave which was lame but whatever; - - they wouldnt give it off to him so i was mad =X but everythings good; a month next sunday && we havent argued; not really. little things but he apologizes even when its my fault lol* im kind of mean to him but he deals so thats good; he spoils the hell out of me too so thats always a plus-- not that im using him or anything i just love the fact that hes like that-- he comes over with a rose or a stuffed animal and its just so cute.
im getting fat. and i hate it. i have rolls and shit and just ew--- i hate it =X * me and my mom havent been getting along good either- last sunday she beat the fuck out of me & then let me go hang out; like. all within 20 minutes- shes like screaming and hitting me and then comes in my room like "did you and tony have plans sweety, you can go hang out with him" after she just told me i wasnt allowed to leave. i dno.
i have the song "five on it" stuck in my head; i wanna smoke real bad. i havent in forever-- not since like two weeks ago with ashleys mom & tony and candance. i didnt even get high either- we smoked like two bowls & i dno it just didnt happen for me. i was a little bummed.
every saturday that i dont work its like a party at work- - but i usually am working so im trying to take care of customers && saving everyone elses drunk asses. its lame but i deal. manager buys us achohol && everything;; its sweet- - * i dno. i just hate having to come in on sunday feeling like shit* its lame. yeah thats my new word too. everything is "lame" now.
i dont know. time for a picture update =)
thats how real gangsters roll. =)
bestfriend love =)
hmm my new puppy dog jax!
more bestfriend love haha.
my baby *
i just love him so much!
yupp you called it; narcassism