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UHHH IM SOOOOOOO FUCKING PISSED THE FUCK OFF I FUCKING HATE BRANDON AND I FUCKING HATE SCOTY AND I FUCKING HATE CHRIS AND MOST OF ALL I FUCKING HATE MYSELF...I DONT THINK IT COULD HAVE GOTEN ANY WORSE WHO COULD DO THAT TO THEMSELFS I FEEL LIKE FUCKING SHIT AND I DONT KONW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE. PLUSS THE WORSE FUCKING SHIT IS THERE IS NO ONE I CAN GO TO... I MEAN WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME IM SO MEST UP I CANT EVEN BEGIN TO EXPLAINE AND I DONT WANT TO IM SUCH A SHITY PERSON AND NO ONE SHOULD LIKE ME I MEAN I SELFISH TOWFACED AND I DONT CARE ABOUT ANYONE
I FUCING HATE WHEN PEOPLE ARE SITTING THERE TELLING YOU ALL THERE SADASS PROBLEMS LIKE THE WORLD IS GOING TO END AND IT FUCKING NOTHING EVEN WHEN IT IS SOMETHING I DONT WANT TO HEAR IT I FEEL LIKE THERE TRYING TO GET PEOPLE TO FEEL SORRY FOR THEM AND YET LOOK WHAT THE FUCK IM DOIN THE ONLY THING IS I DONT GIVE A SHIT WHAT PEOPLE THINK. I WANT TO LOOK AT MYSELF AND SAY...HEY IM NOT ALL THAT BAD I LIKE MYSELF I WOULD WANT TO HANG OUT WITH ME IF I WERE SOMEONE ELSE. BUT I CANT AND WHY THE FUCK NOT BECAUSE OF ME I DO SHIT TO SHIT THAT IS SO FUCKED UP AND THERE IS NO REASON TO. IT IS SO FUCKED UP I CANT EVEN EXPLAINE MYSELF BECAUSE ITS ALL TRUE HOW FUCKED UP IS THAT I MEAN WHY WHY THE HELL DO I DO THESE THINGS AND I CANT GET AWAY FROM IT LIKE I WAS HOPING I COULD AND IT NOT EVEN THAT ITS EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING HAS TO BE SO FUCKING HARD FOR ME. I COULD TO SO SO MUCH BETTER IM FUCKING GARBAGE AND I COULD BE SO MUCH MORE WHY THE HELL AM I NOT BREAT THE FUCK OUT OF ME AN IM SO TIERED OF THIS IM TIERED OF EVERYTHING. I REALLY WISH THERE WAS SOMEONE I COULD RUN TO BUT WHO. NO ONE CAN FEEL WHAT IM FEELING BUT ME AND I DONT LIKE RUNNING TO PEOPLE I DONT WANT PEOPLE TO THIS I WANT THEM TO CARE BECAUSE I DONT THE ONLY PERSON WHO CAN MAKE ANYTHING BETTER IS ME BUT I DONT KNOW HOW AND IM SO SCARED..OF WHAT IDK...I JUST DONT SEE THE POINT IN ANYTHIGN ANYMORE IDK HOW MUCH MORE I CAN STAND OF THIS. IM SO BAD AT PRETENDING I DONT CARE WHAT PEOPLE THING WHEN IN FACT I CARE MORE THEN ANYTHING...PEOPLE IS ALL THAT I GOT CARE TOAND IDK WHY BUT I MUCH IF YOU ASK ME. IDK I JUST DONT SEE THE POINT ANYMORE OF ANYTHING!
I FUCING HATE WHEN PEOPLE ARE SITTING THERE TELLING YOU ALL THERE SADASS PROBLEMS LIKE THE WORLD IS GOING TO END AND IT FUCKING NOTHING EVEN WHEN IT IS SOMETHING I DONT WANT TO HEAR IT I FEEL LIKE THERE TRYING TO GET PEOPLE TO FEEL SORRY FOR THEM AND YET LOOK WHAT THE FUCK IM DOIN THE ONLY THING IS I DONT GIVE A SHIT WHAT PEOPLE THINK. I WANT TO LOOK AT MYSELF AND SAY...HEY IM NOT ALL THAT BAD I LIKE MYSELF I WOULD WANT TO HANG OUT WITH ME IF I WERE SOMEONE ELSE. BUT I CANT AND WHY THE FUCK NOT BECAUSE OF ME I DO SHIT TO SHIT THAT IS SO FUCKED UP AND THERE IS NO REASON TO. IT IS SO FUCKED UP I CANT EVEN EXPLAINE MYSELF BECAUSE ITS ALL TRUE HOW FUCKED UP IS THAT I MEAN WHY WHY THE HELL DO I DO THESE THINGS AND I CANT GET AWAY FROM IT LIKE I WAS HOPING I COULD AND IT NOT EVEN THAT ITS EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING HAS TO BE SO FUCKING HARD FOR ME. I COULD TO SO SO MUCH BETTER IM FUCKING GARBAGE AND I COULD BE SO MUCH MORE WHY THE HELL AM I NOT BREAT THE FUCK OUT OF ME AN IM SO TIERED OF THIS IM TIERED OF EVERYTHING. I REALLY WISH THERE WAS SOMEONE I COULD RUN TO BUT WHO. NO ONE CAN FEEL WHAT IM FEELING BUT ME AND I DONT LIKE RUNNING TO PEOPLE I DONT WANT PEOPLE TO THIS I WANT THEM TO CARE BECAUSE I DONT THE ONLY PERSON WHO CAN MAKE ANYTHING BETTER IS ME BUT I DONT KNOW HOW AND IM SO SCARED..OF WHAT IDK...I JUST DONT SEE THE POINT IN ANYTHIGN ANYMORE IDK HOW MUCH MORE I CAN STAND OF THIS. IM SO BAD AT PRETENDING I DONT CARE WHAT PEOPLE THING WHEN IN FACT I CARE MORE THEN ANYTHING...PEOPLE IS ALL THAT I GOT CARE TOAND IDK WHY BUT I MUCH IF YOU ASK ME. IDK I JUST DONT SEE THE POINT ANYMORE OF ANYTHING!