Apr 11, 2005 16:52
I guess you can say not a lot has been going on lately or you can say a lot has been going on lately depends on how you look at it.
My head doesn't seem to stop herting... I've had a never ending headache for the past week or so!!!
I think it has been a week? I think I'm suppose to know this and I don't know why I don't remember the date?
Things are confusing more then ever and I don't like it, now how do I deal with it?
I am a chicken I admit that and I dont know when I will get the balls to change it but I don't want it to be this time I really don't like this friggen scared feeling I have now! I need to find a way to make it stop! How do I do that? There's to many risks.
I can be blunt and just say it and thats it nothing else just stop there...but I care about other people so IDK if I can do that.
I can say it nicely but then how do I get around the questions and explaining things. I really don't know how to explain things and I know I wont be able to.
I HATE THIS and this is why I have always HATED THIS
We got another puppy ...It't ugler then the first one. What we need with two dogs IDK. I guess my dad and his wife are going to have them make puppys when they get bigger and sell them for $500. For some reason that just doesn't seem right to me. I'm not a dog person but if you think about it people are sitting there selling puppys/dogs and theres like hundreds of them getting put to sleep because they don't have homes. Plus now I have a good feeling these stupid ugle ass dogs are going to stink up the house and mess every thing up! UHH
I really fucking HATE school!!! I really fucking HATE MATH!!! I can not wait for summer!!!
OH MAN I finally got my taxes back woot woot $111 lol oh well better then nothing IN THE BANK IT GOES...CAR INSURANCE SUCKS ASS!
I haven't felt like "myself" for awile, I wonder why? Every thing was going good all the way up till spring break then IDK what happened.