What is happening???...
Well not much has been happening... well things have been real shity im sure some people will be happy to hear that!!! yeah im real sick of being called a slut IM NOT A SLUT!!!! i wonder why some people keep saying that i didnt do anyhting to them and it herts!!! and i really didnt do anything to be called a slut no one knows how i am anymore i dont talk to my old friends so why are they just assuming im going out partying and what not?! That and i cant get over my mom it really herts to know shes dieing and i refuse to talk to her and everyones giving me shit about it plus im way behind in my school work i really dont know what to do and i have this problem of letting go of people i cant get over something like every one else i dont understand how someone can act like nothing ever happened so i got a LOT on my mind and no one to talk to im really thankful for breanna shes a great friend to cry on even if she doesnt understand every thing and she puts up with me and my mistakes witch i have been making latly damn im so stupid but its the only way i can find out of all this mess so... Oh well its life things get shity and then get better then get shity again... I really dont belive in "true friends" not for me all mine end up hating me they find a way inless its really me but i dont understand im not like other people i think i friggen phyco or something because i try to be a great friend and i dont see what i do wrong but there must be something plus i have lost some real good friends my best ones and it herts a lot so from now on i just wont get to close to anyone i'll be a loner idc what people think maybe things will get better soon...i hope
TO EVERY ONE I DID SOMETHING WRONG TO OR HERT OR SAID SOMETHING ABOUT THEM OR LIED ECT... IM SORRY IM REALLY TRULY SORRY AND PLEASE FORGIVE ME