JINXED
arghh..im so irritated by myself. sometimes i swear i ought to be shot!
i just had my econ long ans test, which i studied lk crazy for! ok not crazy, but i neglected my other assigns and test do really study for this stupid econ test which is only 10%.
so yes ive been studyg for it, meetg up with my lecturer to go thru my stuff, making sure im doing it right, and he's always telling me, "jocklyn im sure u'll do fine", dont ask me why he calls me jocklyn, he thinks it's funny. hahaha. nvm that.
im so well prepared for this test that ive been lk tutoring galven for his test. he doesnt know no shit bt goods market or leakages and injections or money market (which is basically almost everything that was gona be tested for the test). I had to lk start from scratch, and teach him all the basic shits, writing notes for him and lendg him my notes, coz honestly he has no time to read the tb. those 3 chpts would be lk more than 200pgs! and all thanks to me..haha..this malaysian boy actually found the test easy. like do-able. which is a very gd improvement, since his last ecom mcq test he scored lk 3/13!
so yes, pt is, i know the GM and MM well. but i swear when i got up this morning i somehow had a gut feeling that i was gona screw up or some shit lk that. lk it's either i misinterpret the qn or lk i dont complete my paper (which is always the case) or worse i make a stupid careless mistake! and the guess what when i was on my way to sch, it started pouring lk crazy! lk really crazy heavy rain! pple's umbrellas flying up! it was an omen!!!!!! and the worse thing was, i didnt bring a sweater with me, since i thought i was only gona be in uni till 2pm. plus i so wasnt dressed for a rainy day!
so i knew sth was so gona screw up! i just knew it. i went to see my lec lk an hr before my test to clarify some concepts. and he goes again how he really thinks i'll do well for my test and all that kinda crap (dont u hate it when ppl do that. it puts so much more pressure on u.) i told him to stop tellg me that coz he's gona jinx it.
and true enough he did! CRAIG MACMILLAN JINXED ME FOR MY TEST!!!!!
the freakg paper was so damn bloody easy! i swear i did those few qns so many times! and guess what!!! i made a freaking careless but very crucial mistake!!!!
i can kiss my HD goodbye! all my freakg hard work!! i dont even think i can get a D coz it's a very minor by crucial mistake! just one freakg sentence that's it!!! argh!!!!! i hope andrea will be nice bt it, but i highly doubt so, she's a very strict marker.
so now i have to forget bt my stupid econ test and focus on my other stuff!
1) Stat online quiz due on sun
2) Econ online quiz due on mon
3) Mktg final report due on tue
4) Stat assign due on tue
5) Maths test on thu
and this is just for the coming wk, the followin wk ive got more assigns and tests! my exams are in 4wks time and i havent start on my revision!!! ive got so much readings to catch up on, so much maths shit to practice!
ohh man i wish i cld just stop uni now! there's just way too much work!! i cant take it! it's lk sometimes i feel guilty when i wana go slp, coz i'll think to myself, that my exams are in a mths time, ive got tonns of work and studyg to do! haha. i swear im goin crazy. caffine is not workg for me anymore, charlene thinks i should take vitaminB pills and iron pills! im gona be a pill popper!
plus im such an emotionally eater! ive been binging cookies and biscuits and crackers and chips and CHOCOLATES!! ohh yes my new love pretzels. hahaha. just wed night i finished 2 chocolate bars and 1 roll of ginger snaps in 3hrs!
im a very gd eg of a fat wanabe nerd in the making! hahaha.
i cant wait for july to come! i get to go back eat all my food, (and of course meet up with everyone), remove my braces! lk finally! and get a hair cut! hahah. i need one desperately! i dont really trust the hair dressers here. not that i trusted any of them back home, haha, but still. ive got hair issues. my hair, my eye brows, they're just very sensitive stuff. ohhh i got my eye brows waxed!! hahaha. i know i said i'll never get them waxed off tt it was total madness, but i really needed to do sth to them! hahah. i had a jungle on my forehead! haha. so yes, an interesting experience. not as painful as i thought it wld be. in fact less painful than threading, but i still prefer threading! i miss my indian lady!!
ohhhh, and i just moved to my new place bt 2wks ago. i'll do an update on that some other time.
p.s phae, i hope u get food poisoing from ur sushi buffet! hahaha.
i just had my econ long ans test, which i studied lk crazy for! ok not crazy, but i neglected my other assigns and test do really study for this stupid econ test which is only 10%.
so yes ive been studyg for it, meetg up with my lecturer to go thru my stuff, making sure im doing it right, and he's always telling me, "jocklyn im sure u'll do fine", dont ask me why he calls me jocklyn, he thinks it's funny. hahaha. nvm that.
im so well prepared for this test that ive been lk tutoring galven for his test. he doesnt know no shit bt goods market or leakages and injections or money market (which is basically almost everything that was gona be tested for the test). I had to lk start from scratch, and teach him all the basic shits, writing notes for him and lendg him my notes, coz honestly he has no time to read the tb. those 3 chpts would be lk more than 200pgs! and all thanks to me..haha..this malaysian boy actually found the test easy. like do-able. which is a very gd improvement, since his last ecom mcq test he scored lk 3/13!
so yes, pt is, i know the GM and MM well. but i swear when i got up this morning i somehow had a gut feeling that i was gona screw up or some shit lk that. lk it's either i misinterpret the qn or lk i dont complete my paper (which is always the case) or worse i make a stupid careless mistake! and the guess what when i was on my way to sch, it started pouring lk crazy! lk really crazy heavy rain! pple's umbrellas flying up! it was an omen!!!!!! and the worse thing was, i didnt bring a sweater with me, since i thought i was only gona be in uni till 2pm. plus i so wasnt dressed for a rainy day!
so i knew sth was so gona screw up! i just knew it. i went to see my lec lk an hr before my test to clarify some concepts. and he goes again how he really thinks i'll do well for my test and all that kinda crap (dont u hate it when ppl do that. it puts so much more pressure on u.) i told him to stop tellg me that coz he's gona jinx it.
and true enough he did! CRAIG MACMILLAN JINXED ME FOR MY TEST!!!!!
the freakg paper was so damn bloody easy! i swear i did those few qns so many times! and guess what!!! i made a freaking careless but very crucial mistake!!!!
i can kiss my HD goodbye! all my freakg hard work!! i dont even think i can get a D coz it's a very minor by crucial mistake! just one freakg sentence that's it!!! argh!!!!! i hope andrea will be nice bt it, but i highly doubt so, she's a very strict marker.
so now i have to forget bt my stupid econ test and focus on my other stuff!
1) Stat online quiz due on sun
2) Econ online quiz due on mon
3) Mktg final report due on tue
4) Stat assign due on tue
5) Maths test on thu
and this is just for the coming wk, the followin wk ive got more assigns and tests! my exams are in 4wks time and i havent start on my revision!!! ive got so much readings to catch up on, so much maths shit to practice!
ohh man i wish i cld just stop uni now! there's just way too much work!! i cant take it! it's lk sometimes i feel guilty when i wana go slp, coz i'll think to myself, that my exams are in a mths time, ive got tonns of work and studyg to do! haha. i swear im goin crazy. caffine is not workg for me anymore, charlene thinks i should take vitaminB pills and iron pills! im gona be a pill popper!
plus im such an emotionally eater! ive been binging cookies and biscuits and crackers and chips and CHOCOLATES!! ohh yes my new love pretzels. hahaha. just wed night i finished 2 chocolate bars and 1 roll of ginger snaps in 3hrs!
im a very gd eg of a fat wanabe nerd in the making! hahaha.
i cant wait for july to come! i get to go back eat all my food, (and of course meet up with everyone), remove my braces! lk finally! and get a hair cut! hahah. i need one desperately! i dont really trust the hair dressers here. not that i trusted any of them back home, haha, but still. ive got hair issues. my hair, my eye brows, they're just very sensitive stuff. ohhh i got my eye brows waxed!! hahaha. i know i said i'll never get them waxed off tt it was total madness, but i really needed to do sth to them! hahah. i had a jungle on my forehead! haha. so yes, an interesting experience. not as painful as i thought it wld be. in fact less painful than threading, but i still prefer threading! i miss my indian lady!!
ohhhh, and i just moved to my new place bt 2wks ago. i'll do an update on that some other time.
p.s phae, i hope u get food poisoing from ur sushi buffet! hahaha.