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Sometimes I feel like life is so upseting and cruel. You might be surrounded by a ton of people who say they're your friends, but they are really just som,eone to talk to in the hallways, but no1 who u can count on truely. A real friend tells you how much u mean to them, no matter who hears or who sees, no matter what others might think, they say it! I guess i have no real friends. I have no1 to cry on, no1 to help me when i need them most, no1 to tell me nice things. and the people i did have ssem to be drifting further away from me. I can;t wait for high skool... i need a change. at skool u see so many people there, all acting happy ad perky just to be nice. inside tho, they might be mean to u behind ur back, hate u, and never have liked you. its hard to trust someone these days. and like u see so many kids who have 1 best friend who they do everything w/ and can always tell each other stuf, thats different for me. i want that so badly; i wanna be like the kidd who has a BF who can just call them up and sya, hey, im coming over. osmeone who u can call up and spill your heart out to them and cry an cry and no they wont leave u. I wish i had at least one friend in life who i could truely say that that is what they r to me.
Being in 8th grade has really given me a reality check. The people who i was cloest to and near to in my heart have gone. I miss them. I also wish i had 1 BF and i could do everything and anything w/ whenver, whereever.
My life is crazy right now, full of missory but at the same time happiness. I want so many things but im finding out i have so many things. I miss elemntary skool, the only ba dhtings were boys with cooties and getting something on ur new dress. I just wish veerything was how it was then were guys had cooties and all the girls played and got along together. HELP ME!
Being in 8th grade has really given me a reality check. The people who i was cloest to and near to in my heart have gone. I miss them. I also wish i had 1 BF and i could do everything and anything w/ whenver, whereever.
My life is crazy right now, full of missory but at the same time happiness. I want so many things but im finding out i have so many things. I miss elemntary skool, the only ba dhtings were boys with cooties and getting something on ur new dress. I just wish veerything was how it was then were guys had cooties and all the girls played and got along together. HELP ME!