lost innoscence

[tootsiepop_08]

I dont wanna go...
Dont make me...
But why...?

Everyone wants to go to Disney World, right?
Why dont I?

Have I lost that little child inside?
Am I cold hearted, like my mom says?
"Can I not stand to be with my family, that bad?" like mom says?

I shouldnt listen to my mom.
Or maybe I shouldnt listen to me?

Now I sit in scilence.