nothign wrong nothin rigth but still i lie awake at night
so i went forest gump tonight. i ran fuckin 8 miles when i could barely run 3 yesterday. idk what it was.
i was running and somehow i ended up at fraziers. i ran there and he wasnt there and i ran off and started thinking. about how i woulda doen thigns differantly, how gay peopel are, her, how i cant wait till im gone, how my head is so fucked. how drugs are so gay and lame but i do them anyway and as i rounded the corner towards my dads i thougth of him then i jsut died. i felt liek shit i couldnt run anymore but it then thundered once the only oen the whole time and started ot rain. i felt perfect liek i could run forever i was goin on my 3rd. then i went faster i jsut kept runnign and my entire life was non existant all that mattered was staying on that white line and following it to hell or heaven if it lead me. i felt lost perfect and free. nothign will ever compare to what i felt tonight
i was running and somehow i ended up at fraziers. i ran there and he wasnt there and i ran off and started thinking. about how i woulda doen thigns differantly, how gay peopel are, her, how i cant wait till im gone, how my head is so fucked. how drugs are so gay and lame but i do them anyway and as i rounded the corner towards my dads i thougth of him then i jsut died. i felt liek shit i couldnt run anymore but it then thundered once the only oen the whole time and started ot rain. i felt perfect liek i could run forever i was goin on my 3rd. then i went faster i jsut kept runnign and my entire life was non existant all that mattered was staying on that white line and following it to hell or heaven if it lead me. i felt lost perfect and free. nothign will ever compare to what i felt tonight