inspired
so after reading taras beautiful salute to 2006 i was inspired to write my own, seeing as how i learned somethings about myself in the dawn of this new year.
first i had the best new years eve of my life this year. it was full of realizations and lots of fun. i learned that emotions and feelings that i thought were there might actually not be. so im teaching myself to move on. i mean i guess they were there at some point but now i think theyre over. and if theyre not...they sure as hell better be soon. that was an important lesson.
in addition, 2006 is going to be full of such awesome experiences. i mean we're seniors. im so excited to graduate and start over somewhere. right now, with everything that ive been dealing with lately i need it. and it couldnt come soon enough. but its more than just graduating, there are theatre events that i cant wait for. and turning 18...and just life. im looking for a fresh start and although its not like i can start over completely im resolving to take less abuse from people and to start facing reality a little bit. lets hope that this all lasts.
so heres to a new year, new experiences and whatever life has to bring on.
first i had the best new years eve of my life this year. it was full of realizations and lots of fun. i learned that emotions and feelings that i thought were there might actually not be. so im teaching myself to move on. i mean i guess they were there at some point but now i think theyre over. and if theyre not...they sure as hell better be soon. that was an important lesson.
in addition, 2006 is going to be full of such awesome experiences. i mean we're seniors. im so excited to graduate and start over somewhere. right now, with everything that ive been dealing with lately i need it. and it couldnt come soon enough. but its more than just graduating, there are theatre events that i cant wait for. and turning 18...and just life. im looking for a fresh start and although its not like i can start over completely im resolving to take less abuse from people and to start facing reality a little bit. lets hope that this all lasts.
so heres to a new year, new experiences and whatever life has to bring on.