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I slept almost twelve hours last night. I don't remember the last time I slept that much. I feel better physically but still my brain is almost flatlining. It's barely functioning. I am naturally an awkward person and I totally accept that. My verbal communication skills are nonexistent and I know that makes some of my friends a little mad. I can (usually) write what I want to say but I understand it looks like I'm ducking out. I am even worse on the phone. You'd think it'd be easier, but not so much. I want to say, "Hey, thanks. I really appreciate you being there for me," but it comes out, "You suck," or some other really asinine comment. At least people who know me pretty well understand for the most part, but it sucks making new friends. Last year I didn't even bother. I have made a few new friends this semester that are worth keeping so hopefully I don't screw it up too badly.