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What happens when you let go of a balloon and it flies away?
I asked my dad that a lot when I was a kid. I was always so happy to get a balloon, and loved the idea of letting it go, seeing it fall into the blue nothing-ness of the sky. I had a fear that one day gravity would stop, and I would fall up like that.
Life is kinda the usual I guess. It's sad that I say that. I really miss those old days. I had a dream earlier today that my dad was addicted to crack. He did too much, and we were forced to take him to the hospital. Then it was in front of my girlfriend's parent's for some reason. I was embarassed. I ran away to the improbability, the unwanted and hid from her mom in a closet.
Reoccurring dreams/fears:
1. "Falling" up.
2. Being trapped in a girl's room when her mom/dad comes in. I'm always afraid of getting caught.
3. Becoming too much of a boyfriend and not being a friend, and vice versa.
4. My parents may divorce, but will I have my money?
5. Green lights, "Hoppipolla"
6.
I asked my dad that a lot when I was a kid. I was always so happy to get a balloon, and loved the idea of letting it go, seeing it fall into the blue nothing-ness of the sky. I had a fear that one day gravity would stop, and I would fall up like that.
Life is kinda the usual I guess. It's sad that I say that. I really miss those old days. I had a dream earlier today that my dad was addicted to crack. He did too much, and we were forced to take him to the hospital. Then it was in front of my girlfriend's parent's for some reason. I was embarassed. I ran away to the improbability, the unwanted and hid from her mom in a closet.
Reoccurring dreams/fears:
1. "Falling" up.
2. Being trapped in a girl's room when her mom/dad comes in. I'm always afraid of getting caught.
3. Becoming too much of a boyfriend and not being a friend, and vice versa.
4. My parents may divorce, but will I have my money?
5. Green lights, "Hoppipolla"
6.