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i am the biggest thickheaded dumbass on the planet! and that is not even an understatement.
so im uber sleepy from the kinnus and my little soph calls, i told him i gotta go to a board meeting tonight, and hes all "ditch it and ill buy u dinner" i simply thuought that was cute, then he asks wat im doin on fri. i say i cant get togther late only early afternoon, then think nothing of it.
1 hour later im freaking out cause i just realized he wants to ask me to be his girlfreind (still in freak out mode). like now it seems TOTALY OBVIOUS that calling to chat everynight meant he wanted to ask me out soon..***did i mention im a thick headed idiot?????!!!**
poor guy, it may be totaly whorish and wrong but i just dont want a commitment in life right now, i dont want any type of permenant relationship.....akkkkk i feel guilty for feeling sluttyY!!!!!
.....still in freak out mode and just wanna go bak to the fab kinnus where there were no worries like this....
......AND ON AN EVEN LIGHTER NOTE, i think im a bother 2 one of my friends, like im getting this vibe that she wants space, away from me. wow thats a lovely feeling. i need advice but i dont know who to talk to...
AAAAAKKKKKKKK!!!! i dont know what to dooO!!!!!
so im uber sleepy from the kinnus and my little soph calls, i told him i gotta go to a board meeting tonight, and hes all "ditch it and ill buy u dinner" i simply thuought that was cute, then he asks wat im doin on fri. i say i cant get togther late only early afternoon, then think nothing of it.
1 hour later im freaking out cause i just realized he wants to ask me to be his girlfreind (still in freak out mode). like now it seems TOTALY OBVIOUS that calling to chat everynight meant he wanted to ask me out soon..***did i mention im a thick headed idiot?????!!!**
poor guy, it may be totaly whorish and wrong but i just dont want a commitment in life right now, i dont want any type of permenant relationship.....akkkkk i feel guilty for feeling sluttyY!!!!!
.....still in freak out mode and just wanna go bak to the fab kinnus where there were no worries like this....
......AND ON AN EVEN LIGHTER NOTE, i think im a bother 2 one of my friends, like im getting this vibe that she wants space, away from me. wow thats a lovely feeling. i need advice but i dont know who to talk to...
AAAAAKKKKKKKK!!!! i dont know what to dooO!!!!!