What turns you on?

Feb 18, 2003 07:15

I think I have a phone stalker. I'm not sure, does two days of constant calls from someone constitute as stalking?
Do 4-5 calls a day constitute as constant calling?
His name is Mike and I "met" him online which thoroughly makes me cringe. Meeting boys online, sleazy.
But it's really not my fault and I'm really not sleazy or that desperate. Okay well I am desperate but I'm in denial about it. I was using a screename that I had forgotten allows unbuddy-listed people to IM me. So he IMed me and I just thought, what the hell, I'm not doing anything, why not jerk this guy around for awhile.
Well....somehow I gave him my real phone number.
And I can see why some people would think that was bad judgment, and all I can say to those people is at least I didn't give him my address, because I'm capable of the worst possible judgment ever.

So he called and the purpose of the phone call was phone sex I think but he was nice enough to talk some small talk before he asked me where I was, what I was doing, and what I had on.
I know him as a nineteen year old that goes to UCSB and from the picture he took it upon himself to send me, isn't unattractive. At least I know he must really be nineteen because I don’t think anyone could’ve done such a good impression of Horny Teen Boy, and he sounded young.
But he's calling my house now! And from the address he gave me, he lives about two blocks from my house. Something about that creeps me out.
And y’know I don’t want to have phone sex. I want to meet a boy the normal and nice way, not by playing kinky truth or dare on the telephone. And to be totally honest, I was hardly a satisfying talker, in fact he did all the talking, all I did was giggle nervously and make small comments in a choked up sort of unsexy voice, he must be desperate to want to talk to me again, me, Queen of all that is choked up, nervous and unsexy, girl that has lame teenage phone sex, that wasn’t even sex because there wasn’t any sort of climax, and then writes about it in her journal.
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