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Feb 03, 2003 05:12

7:15's, 7:45's, 6:15's, 7:30's, 4:30's.
I didn't get up this early for Highschool. School started at 7:30am and I managed to get to class at quarter of nine for two years straight. Of course that was due to my skipping 1st period which was a cafeteria study, but still.
Something has to be done.
Mornings make me nervous, I can't sleep at night when I have to be up early, it reminds me of Junior High.
I end up coming into Starbucks looking like a paranoid raccoon with messy hair and feeling actual hate towards girls like Zohra and Theresa and Meagan and all those other lucky barista's that work the night shift.
If I should have to work these hours it should be now, when I'm still young and still have energy. The problem is I only seem to have ample energy at night and even then my naturally sluggish manner can take over.
But it's too much. I'm drawing the line, I'm not a morning shifter, I'm a night shifter at heart.
For the love of the bags under my eyes, please schedule me nights!
~Must come up with plan to convince managers that you have something more important to due in the mornings then work at Starbucks. Must not use sleeping-in as the something.

Oh, and I have another problem, I don’t have enough friends. I have some friends, actual friends that I share secrets with and have called up at all hours of the night and day before, but they are currently 3,000 miles away from me, across the country.
We moved to California, I didn’t enroll in school, I searched for a job instead, I got a job and that was it. It’s hard to make friends at work, there’s just not enough room for socializing. I just haven’t had the opportunity, making friends after highschool isn’t as easy, acquaintances sure, but not real friends.
Anyway, this is why I think I feel so, um, lonely? This is why I feel so by myself, that’s a nicer way to put it. I need friends to anchor me and support me. People just need friends
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