May 25, 2010 12:46
i've been doing everything i possibly can to escape the shitstick that's become my reality. i've been re-reading good ol' books and escaping into different worlds. i had a fucking field day when i went to barns n nobles with my sis the other day grabbing every book i dug off the shelves but in the end decided to slip only one into my bag cos the last thing i need is heaps of bad karma. junky is my new favorite book i'm developing a crush on burroughs. now i'm re-reading the sheltering stone of the earth's children series and i also picked up the dharma bums again. anybody have any recommendations? i love books and reading but any music/movies too would be cool.
i got casey and skuyler to go dumpster diving with me the other night behind dunk n donuts when we got there it was a bit late and the donuts were starting to get that funky dumpster taste not too bad though. the nice guy who was taking the garbage out told us to come at 10:15 when the donuts were fresh which was i real nice tip he was a cool guy. as we were leaving there was a garbage bag laying on the ground by the dumpsters and i decided to rip it open and see what was inside and it was all clothes! and they smelled like someone just washed them! there was a lot of stuff i was so excited i got the new hoodie i've been needing, a couple striped long sleeved shirts, a couple nice black shirts i could use for work, a black dress i can't wait to alter for summer time and a bunch of other shit i can fix up real nice. it's like the universe sent me a little present cos i've been all bummed out plus it'll be something to do and now i'm motivated to mend the SHITLOAD of clothing i need to mend. AND i won't have to go clothes shopping after all! YAY!
i've got a job interview today and i really hope i get it sadly i need to grow up and manage a steady income. i'm so glad i have anthony by my side he's my best buddy and lovey lover. he can tell when i'm bummed and knows how to cheer me up or when i just need someone to hold onto me and all that lovey dovey good crap.i wouldn't be able to handle this shit if it wasn't for him i really wouldn't i;m so grateful he's in my life. we're going to a picnic on sunday with his friends at southhaven park i think:D it's gonna be niceeeee. oh yah and his mom have me a plaid flannel dress that's so cute and this crazy turquoise sweater haha i'm glad his family really accepts me like that. okay i gotta wash my hair so i don't look like a greasy rat for this interview. wish me luck! peace!