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I'm not dead.
Santa Claus was good this year.
Xander is amazing. I'm more grateful for him every day. He's so smart and funny, and I just love him.
Thaddeus is super cute. He's already got an amazing personality. Very relaxed and happy.
I love my children. I'm sure every mother does...or I hope anyways...but I felt like saying it anyways. It's not always a given with some people.
Though there are times where I'm bitter about my situation. Two kids at 21. I miss hanging out and doing 21 year old things, but really in the long run, I feel like my life is where it is meant to be. You learn a lot about yourself and your charactor when you have children. Everything you say and do is constantly monitored by a little person that will shape their life on the things you say and do. You have to really pay attention to yourself. And yes, it would be nice to have more freedom, but being a mother is probably the most fulfilling thing I've ever done or could do in my life.
Needless to say...I'm doing well.
Santa Claus was good this year.
Xander is amazing. I'm more grateful for him every day. He's so smart and funny, and I just love him.
Thaddeus is super cute. He's already got an amazing personality. Very relaxed and happy.
I love my children. I'm sure every mother does...or I hope anyways...but I felt like saying it anyways. It's not always a given with some people.
Though there are times where I'm bitter about my situation. Two kids at 21. I miss hanging out and doing 21 year old things, but really in the long run, I feel like my life is where it is meant to be. You learn a lot about yourself and your charactor when you have children. Everything you say and do is constantly monitored by a little person that will shape their life on the things you say and do. You have to really pay attention to yourself. And yes, it would be nice to have more freedom, but being a mother is probably the most fulfilling thing I've ever done or could do in my life.
Needless to say...I'm doing well.