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hmm...loosing my parents trust really made me realize how lucky i am to have the parents i have. staying home tonight and tlking to my parents for 4 hours was great. I learned alot that i didnt know, that i think will truely make me a better person now that i know. alot is going on right now with school, and friends and family but im praying it all blows over soon. sometimes decisions that people make that jepordize other people causes alot of unnecessary havoc, and im really frusterated by that. Tomorrow, im spending the WHOLE day with my little sister because with talking to my parents, i found out that my sister cries herself to sleep because she thinks that i dont love her...jenny, i know that u dont read lj hunny but i love you wtih all my heart and soul and no matter how annoying u get, my love is UNconditional, and you dont have to do anything to prove yourself to me. i love you. well, with experiencing what i did this past week, i came to find how fucking lucky i am to have the friends that i have. ALI, RACHAEL,LIZ,ELINA, AND MICH... I DONT KNOW WHAT ID DO WITHOUT YOU. YOU GIRLS ARE MY LIFE AND MOTIVATION TO GET THROUGH EACH DAY. THANKS FOR BEING SUCH GREAT FRIENDS AND TEACHING ME SO MUCH. well, i guess today i had an excessive high on life and i loved it. i hope things start shaping up soon. oh yea...love lifes are confusing...i <3 my 'little french boy'!
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...happy 15th alexandra kohl!