slow days
fuck man, it's a slow day. a slow sat-ur-day...that's kinda lame. it feels like a sunday. i needz a new job. anyone got any ideas?
i hate not being able to get a hold of people. i've tried to call 4 different people today. is it party night for lindsay and ben? ha. lindsay is no doubt at a "ryan function"...and ben is probably hanging out with tony, bucky, or vince. nancy is at work...and that certain blonde i've been trying to call...well, she's mia. i love a chase, but not that much of a chase.
sooo, i went to my dad's today...wait, my house...heh, and saw bonnie. jesus h. christ...she's fucked up. she has this like cut or something on her face that is all swollen. she is looking so bad. i wish my dad would just put her down already. i think it's the right thing to do.
so...with so much time on my hands, i've been brain-storming with ideas of things i want to do. i'm kinda thinking about doing a zine, but that would cost me a whole lot of money without making me a dime. and what would it contain? poetry? art? photography? i've also been thinking about what kind of work i want to do. i really wish i could do something in the writing field. like, for a magazine or something.
i'm also looking into drag a little bit. getting all dressed up like a boy has peaked my curiosity in the whole drag king thing. i thought i looked kinda hott as a boi. i kind of think that no matter what i'm gonna look feminine...like, i don't think i could really pass as a guy.
*sighs* not that much is really going on right now...
i hate not being able to get a hold of people. i've tried to call 4 different people today. is it party night for lindsay and ben? ha. lindsay is no doubt at a "ryan function"...and ben is probably hanging out with tony, bucky, or vince. nancy is at work...and that certain blonde i've been trying to call...well, she's mia. i love a chase, but not that much of a chase.
sooo, i went to my dad's today...wait, my house...heh, and saw bonnie. jesus h. christ...she's fucked up. she has this like cut or something on her face that is all swollen. she is looking so bad. i wish my dad would just put her down already. i think it's the right thing to do.
so...with so much time on my hands, i've been brain-storming with ideas of things i want to do. i'm kinda thinking about doing a zine, but that would cost me a whole lot of money without making me a dime. and what would it contain? poetry? art? photography? i've also been thinking about what kind of work i want to do. i really wish i could do something in the writing field. like, for a magazine or something.
i'm also looking into drag a little bit. getting all dressed up like a boy has peaked my curiosity in the whole drag king thing. i thought i looked kinda hott as a boi. i kind of think that no matter what i'm gonna look feminine...like, i don't think i could really pass as a guy.
*sighs* not that much is really going on right now...