an-imal!!!!
ah, i haven't been online for what seems like forever. the past few weeks have been a frustrating, heart-wrenching, confusing blur.
as pretty much everyone knows by now. lauren and i were packing up her shit at her old apartment and had a confrontation her stupid, piece of shit roomate Courtland. It's such a long story...but, to sum it up...Courtland was being a drunk asshole, got in my face as well as laurens's...and yeah, lauren's friend freeman was there...and saw this bullshit go down. anyway, this dipshit called me a cunt, so i stood up for myself, told him to never call me a cunt...and he gets really close to my face...lauren wedges herself between me and him, he's still up in my face, so she pushes him off of me...too bad he gets in a good swing before she pushes him away of me. fucker. he decks me right in the nose. i fall to the ground, bleeding and shit...and he proceeds to beat the shit out of lauren. just thinking about it makes my blood boil with a feeling of hate. ugh. anyway, i'm stressed about this lately...cause yeah, we have to go to court and press charges against this asshole. i'm just really fucking afraid they won't do anything to him...whatever. i hope he chokes and dies off of his next gravity bong hit.
what else? work sucks. i'm trying to get back into the routine of not hating it so much. trying to have a good time...make people laugh...instead of feeling each and every minute of my shift is going by as slow as possible. almost put in my two weeks, but basically got talked out of it. plus, yeah...i want to get a new job before i just up and quit...
today is my first day off, where i have the day to just myself. what am i doing? laundry. lots and lots of laundry. and hangin out with my cool-ass dog. i never get to see her anymore. trinity is the fuckin most awesome dog. she's not ever pissed at me when i'm gone for days on end...always happy to see me.
time to go look for someone.
as pretty much everyone knows by now. lauren and i were packing up her shit at her old apartment and had a confrontation her stupid, piece of shit roomate Courtland. It's such a long story...but, to sum it up...Courtland was being a drunk asshole, got in my face as well as laurens's...and yeah, lauren's friend freeman was there...and saw this bullshit go down. anyway, this dipshit called me a cunt, so i stood up for myself, told him to never call me a cunt...and he gets really close to my face...lauren wedges herself between me and him, he's still up in my face, so she pushes him off of me...too bad he gets in a good swing before she pushes him away of me. fucker. he decks me right in the nose. i fall to the ground, bleeding and shit...and he proceeds to beat the shit out of lauren. just thinking about it makes my blood boil with a feeling of hate. ugh. anyway, i'm stressed about this lately...cause yeah, we have to go to court and press charges against this asshole. i'm just really fucking afraid they won't do anything to him...whatever. i hope he chokes and dies off of his next gravity bong hit.
what else? work sucks. i'm trying to get back into the routine of not hating it so much. trying to have a good time...make people laugh...instead of feeling each and every minute of my shift is going by as slow as possible. almost put in my two weeks, but basically got talked out of it. plus, yeah...i want to get a new job before i just up and quit...
today is my first day off, where i have the day to just myself. what am i doing? laundry. lots and lots of laundry. and hangin out with my cool-ass dog. i never get to see her anymore. trinity is the fuckin most awesome dog. she's not ever pissed at me when i'm gone for days on end...always happy to see me.
time to go look for someone.