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Lately...
Lately my brain hurts.
Lately my heart aches.
lately my smile is ever present because life is throwing really awesome opportunities at me, and I'm hanging out with great people, but confusion consumes me.
I don't know how to love...I'm finding this more and more true every day.
And there is this person who said that they heard a song that reminded them of me...
Bright Eyes:Lover I Don't have to Love
A few lines:
"Your hands on me Pressing hard against your jeans
Your tongue in my mouth Trying to keep the words from coming out
You didn't care to know Who else may have been here before
I want a lover I don't have to love I want a girl who's to sad to give a fuck"
"I got a hunger and I can't seem to get full
I need some meaning I can memorize
The kind I have always seems to slip my mind
But you but you You write such pretty words
But life's no story book Love is an excuse to get hurt"
And I'm thinkin' whenever I hear this song...damn...is this me? Is that how I am now? And yeah...I'm striving...but I don't know what for. I just want a promise that I'm gonna come out the other side...whole again.
Lately my brain hurts.
Lately my heart aches.
lately my smile is ever present because life is throwing really awesome opportunities at me, and I'm hanging out with great people, but confusion consumes me.
I don't know how to love...I'm finding this more and more true every day.
And there is this person who said that they heard a song that reminded them of me...
Bright Eyes:Lover I Don't have to Love
A few lines:
"Your hands on me Pressing hard against your jeans
Your tongue in my mouth Trying to keep the words from coming out
You didn't care to know Who else may have been here before
I want a lover I don't have to love I want a girl who's to sad to give a fuck"
"I got a hunger and I can't seem to get full
I need some meaning I can memorize
The kind I have always seems to slip my mind
But you but you You write such pretty words
But life's no story book Love is an excuse to get hurt"
And I'm thinkin' whenever I hear this song...damn...is this me? Is that how I am now? And yeah...I'm striving...but I don't know what for. I just want a promise that I'm gonna come out the other side...whole again.