like worst birthday ever...
So this has been one of the truliest depressing years for my birthday ever. I feel like my whole family has forgotten about it, especially my sister who couldn't care less considering her wedding is the day after. I know geoff hasn't and a couple other ppl for sure haven't. Well, I think i'm just upset because everybody's going on to bigger and better things and here i am, same place i've been for like years now, ya know? Like everyone i know has something exciting going in their life, so new place to explore, some new job or opportunity to take and i don't. I'm still here, same as i've always been. I'm sick of it. Work was terrible tonight and almost all my friends there have already put in their two weeks. I don't know what i expect, like i don't want to just like tag along to someone else's life, i'd like to pull my own way throught and thats proving to be impossible. I did do this really cool painting the other night tho, I am actually really proud of it, it's based on my favorite edgar allen poe poem, Annabel Lee. I'm planning on giving it to geoff for our one year anniversary which is in like a little over a week. In other news, i did give my oversized puppy a bath today and that was rather amusing because he hates them, but he's stronger than me. Enough of me sharing my thoughts.