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-so right now, its really late and i still haven't studyed for biology or read all the pages i need for 1984..or finished this outline/rough draft shit for english. i should just go to sleep. this is why im still awake..i was on the phone too long then i got off and fell asleep for like 30 minutes and was awaken by the phone -again for me. soo i was on the phone again for too long. got off and fell asleep again, when i woke up i think it was around 11 maybe. so i came to the computer and tryed to do this english and fell asleep here...at the fucking computer. so ive gotten a lot of sleep but im still tired.
and i can not believe its already friday. this is awesome.
so i was talkin to this guy earlier outside and i noticed he got some pericings that i hadn't seen before on him and i liked them so i told him. and we got into talking about pericings and such and i told him i want to get more peircings but my moms all like 'ahh, its against the catholic faith to have all those holes in your body" and shit like that. and i was like yeah im just waiting for when i turn 18. and he was like you should wait. and i was going to ask what he meant by that - if he meant i should wait till im 18 or later after 18..like he did. hes now prob. in his late 20s? hmm.. now im confused. not that im actually going to listen to his advice if he did mean after 18..im just wondering though.
-so today i got really pissed at people. the dramma people put on a play and people were constantly laughing at them. yeah some stuff was kind of funny but some were going a little over board and it pissed the fuck out of me. esp. the people sitting behind me..good god. i mean im not even friends with any of them. i dont know any of them that well. it was just the fact. if i were friends with them it would have made me even more upset. some were being just overly mean. ...sorry i had to get that out.
-hopefully my brother comes home soon(april or may). that is what i want for my birthday..for my bro to be back home and everything half decent again.
-ive noticed how i deal so much better when its a 'little' group of people vs. a big one. i wish i knew how to not be shy. but then again im fine with it.
-i gave in to it..im sorry.
and i can not believe its already friday. this is awesome.
so i was talkin to this guy earlier outside and i noticed he got some pericings that i hadn't seen before on him and i liked them so i told him. and we got into talking about pericings and such and i told him i want to get more peircings but my moms all like 'ahh, its against the catholic faith to have all those holes in your body" and shit like that. and i was like yeah im just waiting for when i turn 18. and he was like you should wait. and i was going to ask what he meant by that - if he meant i should wait till im 18 or later after 18..like he did. hes now prob. in his late 20s? hmm.. now im confused. not that im actually going to listen to his advice if he did mean after 18..im just wondering though.
-so today i got really pissed at people. the dramma people put on a play and people were constantly laughing at them. yeah some stuff was kind of funny but some were going a little over board and it pissed the fuck out of me. esp. the people sitting behind me..good god. i mean im not even friends with any of them. i dont know any of them that well. it was just the fact. if i were friends with them it would have made me even more upset. some were being just overly mean. ...sorry i had to get that out.
-hopefully my brother comes home soon(april or may). that is what i want for my birthday..for my bro to be back home and everything half decent again.
-ive noticed how i deal so much better when its a 'little' group of people vs. a big one. i wish i knew how to not be shy. but then again im fine with it.
-i gave in to it..im sorry.