i hate work
today was the start of the rehibilitating of my relationship...for real. all this time i took for granted as if nothing ever really stopped between me and kiri. now i realize i have to push for what i want back. and what i want back is to know that the one person i truly love will come back into my life as my other. i have been flipping out for no reason over little things which has been hindering my chances and made things worse. but today i realized a lot and i realized i had to change my ways to accomplish what i want. both parties have to change certain things to regain what was once there. i believe in us.
workin like a fiend still. thats gonna stop real soon. i am gonna take a stand and fix my relationship and fix my life. although the money is nice i am a physically and emotionally wreck. too much work and school combined with no free time and no sleep has finally caught up to me. its gotta stop and it will.
i feel sick and it sucks, kiri was amazing tonite. i stopped by after work and she made me hot cocoa and made me feel better and cuddled me til we both fell asleep in her bed. it felt like i was king of the world and nothing could touch me. everyday used to be like that with her and i hope to get that back because its the most amazing feeling that i wish everyone could feel at some point.
LOTR wednesday....HOLY FUCK im so excited
bbc pe@ce
workin like a fiend still. thats gonna stop real soon. i am gonna take a stand and fix my relationship and fix my life. although the money is nice i am a physically and emotionally wreck. too much work and school combined with no free time and no sleep has finally caught up to me. its gotta stop and it will.
i feel sick and it sucks, kiri was amazing tonite. i stopped by after work and she made me hot cocoa and made me feel better and cuddled me til we both fell asleep in her bed. it felt like i was king of the world and nothing could touch me. everyday used to be like that with her and i hope to get that back because its the most amazing feeling that i wish everyone could feel at some point.
LOTR wednesday....HOLY FUCK im so excited
bbc pe@ce