I passed the test!
Well i'm sure that everyone has heard that the final test to see if you are over a previous love is to see what you feel when you are with them in person. Well I passed. I am over Jon. I saw him this weekend and nothing (unlike the previous times I have seen him). There was no feelings of love or want or need or anything. I didn't even feel drawn to him physically. It is so great to know that I can finally go on with my life without that bagage hanging on. I am so happy that it's over. I know it's been 3 months and that seems like a long time but it hasn't been easy. But now it's done and i can face him without those emotions and I can start my journey of life and let it take me anywhere!