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all I can hope for... is that it will dissapear or that i suddenly loose like 100lbs. No seriously i'm in love and its complete shit! why oh why would i want to put myself through this?? and i mean i KNOW it will end with nothing of course. I'm going to do it...Im going to finnaly shed the poundage. I'm going to finnaly do what this journal was originally started for.
so today I ate in order
one pizza stick, one water, smaller bowl of chips, diet pepsi, like 15 advent chocolates, three peices of canadian bacon and pineapple pizza.
Tommorow I should eat
For breakfast
1 orange
for lunch...
carrots+celery
sandwitch
after school snack-
tunna with small amount of mayonase and celery
Dinner-
well never mind according to the south beach diet book I get well yadda yadda im going to follow it.
oh yuck nevermind everything on their menu is kind of gross or involves some kind of baking process gosh!
so today I ate in order
one pizza stick, one water, smaller bowl of chips, diet pepsi, like 15 advent chocolates, three peices of canadian bacon and pineapple pizza.
Tommorow I should eat
For breakfast
1 orange
for lunch...
carrots+celery
sandwitch
after school snack-
tunna with small amount of mayonase and celery
Dinner-
well never mind according to the south beach diet book I get well yadda yadda im going to follow it.
oh yuck nevermind everything on their menu is kind of gross or involves some kind of baking process gosh!