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so
what do you do when it doesn't go away?
the feeling doesn't fade and it doesn't seem to matter that it's not
because everything feels really calm
or when it's one minute past midnight and you're in a computer cluster
and everything feels a bit like summer already
the air is warm enough to comfortably gossip in
and you accidentally drink a glass of wine instead of water before you came out
even though you still have 2000 words left to write
but for some reason, it's only fifteen words that have mattered
i just don't know what to do and i don't want to
i know what i'm supposed to do and i don't want to admit it
what do you do when it doesn't go away?
the feeling doesn't fade and it doesn't seem to matter that it's not
because everything feels really calm
or when it's one minute past midnight and you're in a computer cluster
and everything feels a bit like summer already
the air is warm enough to comfortably gossip in
and you accidentally drink a glass of wine instead of water before you came out
even though you still have 2000 words left to write
but for some reason, it's only fifteen words that have mattered
i just don't know what to do and i don't want to
i know what i'm supposed to do and i don't want to admit it