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so yeah kinda pissed off really. havent talked to shawn for awhile, well talked to him yesterday but not really so it doesnt count, who the fuck really cares. hes starting to get on my nerves really, yeah fuckin pissin me off. i mean i understand that hes like shy and a lil younger than me or w/e but yeah if u fuckin like someone jus fuckin go with it. jesus christ, im jus fuckin pissed an thats all there is to it. oh yeah thanx bryan for doin the layout. i really dont fuckin care about anything right now, i mean how many times have i said fuck an pissed in this pathetic lil paragraph. people are jus fucked up tahts it. hmmm so my bros party is this weekend...im really fuckin regrettin invitin people ccuz i jus simply dont wanna fuckin be here for it. i dont like any of his friends...cept cody hes kewl shit but wtf who cares..invited fuckhead otherwise known as shawn and idk if hes coming but i really dont fuckin care at this point. if it wasnt ten id have the nerve to call his ass up and dump him. but w/e jesus im jus ventin so deal with it. idc. james is coming to mikes party...even tho ive tried idk how many times to persuade him not to..so yeah im jus gonna stay away from that fuckin idiot saturday...which should be hard cuz hes fuckin stayin the night despite again my effort of persuasion. he jus pisses me off. everythings my fuckin fault, the whole relationship, "i treated him like shit" i dont fuckin remember that part but hey wtf ever. i got over him he got over me so he should fuckin get over the whole damn fuckin thing an jus let it the fuck go. hes runnin around tellin everyone i treated him like shit...i was a fuckin bitch an all this shit. well u knw wat james FUCK U!! u fuckin loser get over it...take ur own damn advice!! GET THE FUCK OVER IT! jesus i hate him. i wanna talk to him about it but theres no point cuz ill jus end up kickin his ass eventually. either that or he'll jus whine an cry...i really wish he would jus take things not so seriously i mean HELLO...ok we are over and he has to jus all of a sudden come out with this fuckin stupid ass theory that its MY fuckin fault...he jus keeps breakin me down until ive got nothin left.