yargh

[toolundertow]

I can't wait for school to start back up. Not cause of the school but because of the social aspects. I've been so wickedly depressed and lonely since the new year and i've totally not gotten out my depression. Like i'll do stuff with people when i get the chance but it will be entertaining for the time i spend with them. But then i go home and i get wicked depressed again. I can guarantee everyone its not very pleasant. It seems like everyone is having so much more of a happy vacation than me and i've just been absolutely miserable.

"And I can't make it on my own.
(And I can't make it on my own.)
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone." - Hawthorne Heights

My heart is in a state but its not ohio u_u;