No More
"In The End"
(It starts with)
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried
so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
To everyone who had a problem with Casey and I being together, I hope you're fuckin happy b/c we aren't... again.Ya know it really fuckin sucks when you work so hard, put up with so much shit, sacrafice things you thought you never would, ignore all the advice you knew you should of followed, and dedicate so much of your life to one thing just to have it fuckin ripped out of your hands for the worst possible reason. I look at my sister and her boyfriend, and I see love. They're so happy together, and even though they argue alot they're still happy with each other. It makes me so jealous. They're so happy just sitting there playing Super Mario Brothers. That's what I want more than anything in the world, and I had it, but not anymore. The only problem with falling that deeply in love with someone is that you give them the power to rip your heart out. Why can't I find someone that will want to be with me for more than just a few months. I did once, but she deserves better than me, especially for what I did to her. I have so many memories with Casey, and was looking forward to so many more, but not now. God I'm going to miss her. Going over to her house and trying to find summin to do, giving her massages, talking to her on the phone every night, knowing she's happy b/c of me, holding her, kissing her, everything. I was so happy b/c I was gunna get to spend an entire summer with her, now I'll be spending my summer without her. Don't know when I'll see her again. Probably when school starts back up, I dunno.
I FEEL SO FUCKING USED!!!!
(It starts with)
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried
so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
To everyone who had a problem with Casey and I being together, I hope you're fuckin happy b/c we aren't... again.Ya know it really fuckin sucks when you work so hard, put up with so much shit, sacrafice things you thought you never would, ignore all the advice you knew you should of followed, and dedicate so much of your life to one thing just to have it fuckin ripped out of your hands for the worst possible reason. I look at my sister and her boyfriend, and I see love. They're so happy together, and even though they argue alot they're still happy with each other. It makes me so jealous. They're so happy just sitting there playing Super Mario Brothers. That's what I want more than anything in the world, and I had it, but not anymore. The only problem with falling that deeply in love with someone is that you give them the power to rip your heart out. Why can't I find someone that will want to be with me for more than just a few months. I did once, but she deserves better than me, especially for what I did to her. I have so many memories with Casey, and was looking forward to so many more, but not now. God I'm going to miss her. Going over to her house and trying to find summin to do, giving her massages, talking to her on the phone every night, knowing she's happy b/c of me, holding her, kissing her, everything. I was so happy b/c I was gunna get to spend an entire summer with her, now I'll be spending my summer without her. Don't know when I'll see her again. Probably when school starts back up, I dunno.
I FEEL SO FUCKING USED!!!!