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well its 2am and im bored.kalebs been fussy tonight.im actually getting some sleep now which im happy about.i feel a little better.my allergies and cold have been killing me and i cant take crap other than claritin d and robitussin since im b/f'ing.i hate this place,the weathers too crazy.i can honestly say i have a sense of peace...for months and months i have been happy thanks to not having such financial burden.ive come to the point in my life where ive realized theres no point in worrying about anything other than the well being of your family.it just stresses you out and makes you sick.nobody can knock me down right now.i have a beautiful little boy and a wonderful son and the greatest husband in the world.i feel like supermom trying to take care of the home front while matt works and goes to school but i honestly can say i love it.kaleb is a blessing and makes us so happy.he came 3 weeks and 6 days early but luckily he's been pretty health for the most part.he gained 3 and a half pounds in a month and a half.i spend prob most of my day watching him sleep bc all he does is smile and laugh since he was born.sometimes pout and stuff which is also cute.he looks so much like my keenan it just amazes me.the only difference is his personality.he's a loud mouth haha.keenan never cried unless he was really really sick and even then he barely cried.little one screams his head off when he's hungry and does the hungry chicken on the bed or my shoulder.its hilarious.no more kids for me though.two is enough,we want to be able to have enough time for our kids and be able to pay for their college.it'll be easy with the age difference.maybe i should get some sleep before i have to get up with munchkin which i hear now.....i guess not haha.sorry for the yapping guys,i have no one to talk to anymore.