tired
so its officially 4:14 am.what am i doing up?had one of those dreams.the kind that make you second guess things bc your not sure if he loves you or what he is thinking.you think about all the distancing you feel him doing every now and then and you wonder am i good enough.i feel like ive tried so hard to make him happy but i get no reaction sometimes and it hurts.maybe i think too much and its all in my head.......i dont know.i guess i'll go back to bed and think some more.i love you