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[tooleftfeet]

so i'm laying in bed trying to find solace in party shuffle. I think I'm just trying to escape my thoughts for two minutes. Simply to just get a second where I can take a deep breath and just have a moment. Its like treading water and I'm sinking fast. I guess I'm doing okay, I mean it could be worse.

I hate money. I wish I could somehow just pay everything off and not deal with it. I need a job. desperately.