May 18, 2006 12:05
A nice hoorah for short entries, only because it lets you know i'm not dead. So yeah, here a the library, some of the keys on this keyboard don't work, the "teens" all beat the fuck out of these beautiful machines, makes me depressed sometimes.
I had to get out of life skills as soon as possible, I felt like breaking,it was loud and I was thinking too much, I could tell that people were starting to look at me, whatever I was doing must've looked more strange than I usually do....it started with thoughts of if stephy actually loves justin more than me, then it was all the homies farther in their credits than I am, then something like no college mr. failure, such an issue I guess, it happens to be my weakness. but before I fall into some emo rant and get lost, I have to say, nothing, hmm, that's a first, and sarcasm is awesome. anyways, I can't find my flamy case, that has all my PS1/2 stuff in it, sucks because I really wanted to play FF8, but i'm sure it's over at justins, all I want to fuckin do is play guitar. I had some strange revelation, and i'm seriously thinking about it, so I was watching the village the other day right, and I started thinking, some people live lives like that today still, they know how far the world is into technology and whatnot but, they don't care, it lets them stay simple, no fucking high school, no worries about being one more little cog in the fucking clockwork america, economically viable. They fish, they smoke, they fuck, make clothes, dance and sing for fun, nothing to kill or die for, nothing to be worried about, what a fantastic idea. If the tradeoff is cool shit like videogames movies and electric crap and T.V. dinners for a lifetime of stress and work and worries military dafts, I think I regret being born in america. he's just mad because he's hungry...you fucking know what? I AM HUNGRY