Sep 06, 2008 16:21
so lately my thoughts have been very scattered
one day im in the worst mood of my life and everything can make me cry and the next im down for anything and i feel like im on a cloud
school is going to be tough but i need to make sure i put in the extra effort so that i can succeed in getting straight A's
my parents are still treating me like im 12 and im so tired of it, i dont need to be told i have school or work in the morning
what do they think i forget those kinds of things?
or something as stupid as applying for a credit card. fine tell me once, ok i wont do it
why do they feel the need to tell me every time a credit card comes in the mail. I KNOW you dont want me to get one
and why cant they listen to MY opinion, MY plans
it seems they will never respect me or consider me an independent able bodied person.
Ryan is truly a blessing
he makes me laugh and takes my mind of stupid things that i shouldnt stress over
Which leads me to my job
i now understand how people could just snap
traffic alone is my single worst enemy and if ive had a bad day as i did last thursday it takes everything i have inside me to not veer of the 75 connecting ramp and hopefully have a nice quick and painless death
morbid i know but its the traffic that puts these thoughts into my head
ive been conversing wih some kids in my classes
ive found that they arent really all that interesting but its nice to have someone to say hi to and complain about the ridiculously long and boring book that the teacher is making us read
i hope ike leads to the cancellation of school
i really dont think im going to be able to write that paper by wednesday