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Nov 29, 2008 21:58

I really wish I didn't have to go back to Northridge...at least not now. The problem is there's nothing here either. I think I have a problem, I've forgotten how to let myself be happy. I run when things get tough, the problem is things always feel tough. I've been thinking more and more about doing NSE next year...start over, the problem is life isn't a game, how many restarts am I gonna get? And the reality is I've backed myself into a corner with my double major, if I ever want to graduate I need to stay at CSUN and just get all the work done.

The psychic was right...I stress waaay too much, but I don't know how to let myself off the hook about anything.

I love my kitten. I kinda think I thought getting her would fix all my problems, which of course it didn't, but it's still nice having her around.
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