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I just want to thank you all for being in my life. I know it sounds corny and cliche but I do honestly appreciate it. I recently experienced an incident with someone, *coughmyroommatecough*. It's too long of a story to explain but bascially she was a "friend" coming into the house and now she ignores me as well as everyone else who lives here. I approached her about it and to make a long story short she told me she doesn't talk to us because she doesn't have enough time during her day to talk with us. Obviously this is a huge lie seeing as how everyone has at least five minutes during some part of their day to ask the people they are living with how they are doing or a simple hi.
After being extremely angry for a long period of time, I realized that a little bit of me almost feels sorry for her (only a little though). Besides the fact that I feel used and betrayed and she is completely rude to everyone, I also feel like it must be a really sad life to lead without any friends in your life that you want to talk to or hang out with. Mark thinks she is using work as a support system or cover because it can't hurt her in anyway, therefore if she buries herself in books and says shes too busy to do anything with anyone than she won't have to. I don't know, I guess I'm obviously still upset by the whole situation because it hurts to hear that someone doesn't have enough time in their day to talk to you. But it makes me feel a whole lot better when I realize that I'm going home to a group of friends who always make time for each other. So in a totally non cliche but meaningful tone, thank you.
I'm going to shut up now.
After being extremely angry for a long period of time, I realized that a little bit of me almost feels sorry for her (only a little though). Besides the fact that I feel used and betrayed and she is completely rude to everyone, I also feel like it must be a really sad life to lead without any friends in your life that you want to talk to or hang out with. Mark thinks she is using work as a support system or cover because it can't hurt her in anyway, therefore if she buries herself in books and says shes too busy to do anything with anyone than she won't have to. I don't know, I guess I'm obviously still upset by the whole situation because it hurts to hear that someone doesn't have enough time in their day to talk to you. But it makes me feel a whole lot better when I realize that I'm going home to a group of friends who always make time for each other. So in a totally non cliche but meaningful tone, thank you.
I'm going to shut up now.