RIP HALEY

[tookforgranted]

so what to say, anyone who knows me really well knows how close I got with a girl by the name of Haley, the girl went thru alot of problems this year, her brother died before xmas and her sister had problems in febuary, and then after that Haley was diagnosed with Leaukemia here in Antigonish while at school. She passed away yesterday. I just dont understand it, how can a girl so young, so smart, so beautiful, with so much ahead of her just be taken like that from the people that care so much about her, I have been reflecting on life all morning and just am at a loss for words, I dont know how to explain the feelings going thru me at all and I just wish I could rewind time to tell Haley exactly again for one last time how much she impacted my life. Its weird how life works, gives u the ups and downs all the time, and we are all challenged to move on and grow up, but right now I dont see how, how when someone so pure, so genuine, can just be taken in a instant, in my eyes it doesnt seem fair, most people would say u think Id be used to it by now, I have lost alot of freinds and family already in my 24 yrs alive, but everytime it never seems to get any easier and this time especially its hard. Maybe it was because I actually beleived she was going to be ok, maybe it was because I thought for sure we were gonna end up together and be happy in the end, I dunno to be honest but the worst part is I will never know what it would have been like to have a life with the girl who is now only a memory. Dont get me wrong, I cherish the memories but at the same time like I said its not the same... I know one thing is for certain, Ill never forget the girl, she was priceless in every attribute and she changed my perspective on love and happiness in life, she did this to everyone becuase thats just who she was. I dunno what else to really say other then today goes down as a sad day, sad cause shes gone but releived shes not suffereing anymore as well, and its time now to not be saddened by the life lost, but time to celebrate the life she lived. I miss you Haley, and I will never forget you.
Until we meet again.....