Aug 08, 2005 17:47
I was talkn to sum1 and they mention that steves been diffent lately and hangin out wit his ex Dee...yes, the same one he complains about being fuckin crazy...Ive never met the chic so i got nuttn else to go on but that...
I was taking the way he was acting towards me as personal...but ive talkd toa few people and theyve also mentioned him acting wierd...So im guessin theres sumtin goin on in hislife or sumtin else tahts wrong wit him,cuz apparently im not the only one who sees that.
Wheni met Steve , i saw him as somebody who was worth giving a chance to, to be with,,,hes changed so much since weve been together...im just gald im not the only one seeing it, so im not takin it too personally now.
I care about him a lot, and just hope shits goin aight in his life...
PS:::YEAH im fuckin PISSED hes been seein Dee lately, he never told me that...but im not gunna get too mad about it b4 i talk to him.
I went job searchin today wit ma cuzzz...SWEET mite get a job..i need $$$$$.
Im really worried about Poms, i LOVE it. I just hate how far behind i am...i hate people there thinkn that ive been refusin to come b/c i dutn want to...i just wish they understood whats been goin on w my health...But all i can do now is say fuck it,,,its done.
CHINESE IS ALMSOT HERE IM OUTTT
peace:)